a bit cold i am wearing a pancho that i was supposed to use in winter. i waited for this autumn and am  feeling lonely. someone who was supposed to be with me is not here , which makes me feel lonely. missing everyday, talking everyday. when will it be? i can wait forever and ever cuz i believe in Him. this feeling is from the change of seasons, i hope. probably my mom feels more lonely. more and more. over and over.

i feel sorry that i didnt try to do my best recently. sry my love.